Well its a boring saturday afternoon in toronto. Have a shindig tonite, some naming ceremony like that. Just decided what i want to wear. I am one of those people who needs to plan for an event. I hope it is worth it cause in the past there have been times when i get all tushed up for nothing. My sister is around but unfortunately for her did not tell her about the party so she is going to wear iro and buba (we are not the same size). lol. i wouldn't be caught dead in it. Well may be on my engagement ceremony i just might wear it, am still deciding.

This past week i really started thinking about my future and were i wanna be in 5 years (like we all do at some point in our lives). I want to open a fashion house in lagos buy 2009 at the latest. Designing for free is not it mennnnn. Helping over 30 women tie their geles at parties for free in is not the best. Making beaded jewellry out of my apartment needs to stop. I am way to talented to be doing all this (am too much). But seriously, there is nothing like doing what u love. I was made for fashion. I get a new high each time i finish my latest beaded work. The whole office thing is not working out, at all. Everyday i see people doing what they think would bring in ego and not what they actually want to do.My friend's mum is finally dong what she loves at age 54 and now she is making millions. I dont want to wait till am 54 before i start doing what i love and make millions while doing it.

I know some people might say planning too much is not the best and trust me I have learnt the hard way that sometimes in life one has to just let somethings flow. last year i had planned my life and something happened that just dabruud everything. Well i guess like the saying goes "man proposes and God disposes". Am sure God must have been sitting down in heaven as i was planning saying stupid girl. The truth is that at some point as human we have to plan certain things but i guess the bottomline is planning with God in your life.